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Rozinah Mwakideu reveals she was angry with God after walking out of her marriage
03rd July, 2026 05:19 PM
Rozinah Mwakideu has revealed that she was angry with God after walking out of her marriage.
On Friday, July 3, 2026, she shared that despite believing she was grounded in her Christian faith, she struggled with her emotions after leaving the relationship and reached a point where she wanted to do something she normally would not.
“When I walked out of my marriage, I was already supposed to be grounded in Christ and to know what I am doing, to know what is right and what is wrong, but when I walked out, let let you one thing: one day, and my son is in this room, but…it is what it is,” Rozinah said.
She explained that the period after leaving her marriage was difficult for her. According to Rozinah, she found herself feeling angry about how life had turned out and questioned many things during that time.
“One day after I left, I remember I said to myself, I was angry with God, I was angry at life, the way things turned out,” Rozinah said.
Difficult moments
Rozinah Mwakideu said she made a decision that day to dress differently from how she normally would. She explained that she chose an outfit that she felt looked attractive because of the emotions she was dealing with at the time.
“That day I dressed the way I normally wouldn’t. It was really nice tights and heels and a nice top, and it was supposed to look sexy,” Rozinah said.
She said that before leaving the house, she had already made up her mind about what she wanted to do. She described the thoughts that were going through her mind as she prepared to go out.
“And I said to my mind, I am going to go out today and God don’t ask me questions tomorrow. Because I am going to be bad. Like that was the voice in my mind,” Rozinah said.
Rozinah added that she eventually went out as planned. She also shared that she drank wine that day, noting that she does not usually drink much.
“And I went out, and I did drink; I am a light drinker, but I got some glasses of wine,” Rozinah said.
